Plans, Decisions, with a Little bit of Venting Mixed in

Dear Readers,
I apologize ahead of time for this probably stressful, useless to you, boring, dumb, waste of cyberspace, etc. post.  Venting and writing it all down is sorta pretty much VERY therapeutic :] So any who. How about we get started on this?

1.

School. My grades are flopping. I don't know how many of you know, but i go to a special school. Which is kind of  like an advanced school. I'll graduate with my associates from Weber. Well, that is, if I actually STAY there. I'm taking Concurrent Enrollment class for Engineering. Am I STUPID? YES. I'm programming a fricking light switch and wires, and motor and AHH. HARD. I always have so much homework, and it's an OUTDOOR high school... All PORTABLES. I have a few friends, but am I regretting not going to a normal, gorgeous, INDOOR, high school? Yes... But what am I worried about switching?
FRIENDS. So badly. I made so many friends at the end of last year. I was having a blast! But, will I get those same friends back? I don't know! That's why I am so worried about transferring. I need reassurance of having friends, BADLY. I can honestly say I wish school was as easy as HSM.

2.

When I grow up. I have serious paranoia. It's like, WAY BAD. I'm worried about what I am going to be when I grow up! ALREADY! I'm 15! A pharmacist {6 years of school} A sports physician {TOO much schooling, over like 12 years} or a hairstylist {right outta high school if I go to the DATC}. All different salaries, and opportunities and skills. AH!

3.

We sold our house and are moving out. Like, on Friday and Saturday. I don't want to move. AT ALL. First we have to go to a rental house, while we build our big beautiful house. I'm not going to try and be modest about how big it is. I hate it when other people do it, so I wont. Honestly? This house is DOUBLE our house now... It's like close to 5,000 sqft. I'll have a walk in closet and a room that is HUGE. I'm not sure about the actual dimensions. Luckily, we're only moving 8 blocks away and we will be in the same stake, but STILL...

The New House :]

4.

All the crap I want in my previous post...

5.

Learning new things. Like how to make my own cute blog layout. Like bad. BADD. also how to do Bokeh photography.

6.

Photography. I used to be obsessed with doing photo challenges, and had another blog for it. Ya. Shut that down! I just want ya'll to know, I'm gonna be doing it at my own pace. Not worrying about doing it NOW and doing 7 at a time. It's hard and too stressful for me worrying about school right now...

Well now that I have bored you will all those wants, needs and worries... hahah
So if ya need me! want to comment, email me at bestloved-blog@hotmail.com! :] if that doesn't work then I derno what I'll do.. :] anyways!

See yall!

I feel like a greedy person...

So, I swore on my life I would NEVER GET A TOUCH SCREEN ANYTHING. EVER.
I'm caving so badly...

So, one of my bestest friends has an iTouch iPod. AH. Those things are pretty amazing!

Sometimes I pretend that those are my fingers holding it.. :]

For one thing that is totally caving me is, Pandora. I love Pandora. That's probably where I find almost 95% of my music...

And then there's my phone I still want. I'm honestly getting so impatient with this. I want this phone quite badly. :] I have more than half of the money to get it! I'm ALMOST THERE! haha



And Harry Potter... I want to go see that so dang bad! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!



I want to see this so bad, I'm like gonna pee my pants! good heavens!

Ok well now that yall know how greedy I am.. hahah

bye!

If only if only...

If I had tickets to this concert, i would never ask for anything EVER AGAIN.

The Vintage Pearl

CUTE! Ok... Here's my entry! :]

Layer of Pearls

and Mama Bird

Check Vintage Pearl out at http://www.thevintagepearl.com/Default.aspx
and the blog at http://thevintagepearl.blogspot.com/

Thanks! Bye!

Wedding Pictures!



Here I am at her house doin her hair!



Finished Product :]



Cuuute! :] ahahaha

Reception!

Temple Gates (Logan Temple)

GROSSEST STUFF EVER. It tastes like floride and medicine!

Biggest cheese I ever saw!

Can't wait to edit this one! :]

I am so mad at blogger right now. It is making it so hard to move pictures around. ARG. sorry for the crappy and uninformational post :/ I have so many more pictures I wish I could post em all up!

Sawwwsage

I'm pretty sure he is from jersey where they paaak the caaaa and wawlk the dowg. :] BEST THING EVER. made my day :]

well now I'm off to do a bit of blog stalking! haven't red in a looong while :]

SLACKER

I really ought to stop making promises and deadlines for this blog, and then POSTING IT FOR EVERYONE TO SEE. You would think that would make me want to uphold it a butt load more. But it doesn't.
I have so much to tell you with... YOU GUESSED IT. PICTURES. ya. those pictures I told you I would be posting... THEY AREN'T EVEN ON MY COMPUTER YET! I'm a burden to society I KNOW.

Anyways. Now that I have come out of the closet about my Country Obssession, I CAN FINALLY LET YALL KNOW EVERYTHING I LOOOOVE ABOUT IT.



I love the southern drawl. Like a lot. sexy. seeeexy. the instruments. Who woulda thunk you could get that sound outta something! Stories... country music tells stories... of lady shallot or life in the trailer park...  (try and guess what songs those ones are of! TRY IT. I DARE YOU!!) Comfy. Country is comfy. have you put on cowboy boots on? especially the worn out vintage kind? No? DO TRY. put it on your bucket list to add those to your wordrobe.

TRACTORS. have you ever seen such a magnificant creation! YOU CAN SLOW TRAFFIC AND YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE A POLICE OFFICER!!! best thing ever!!! EVER.

the farm house. :] my guilty pleasure, ma dears...  I really want the house that you can pull up a floorboard to hide your things to be hidden... :] and I have always wanted to just RUN throught corns... Corn mazes are sure fun. but it's done for you and if  you tried to run in there you would surely run into someone... I mean just ruuuun and ruuuun and ruuuuun.

Country is more than just cowboy boots, and trailer parks songs... Country to me is sitting up on a hill and looking at God's Green Earth. Just staring and staring with no stupid skyscraper building in the fudgin way. I sure do love NYC. A LOT. But I wanna learn how to ride a horse.. I want to know what it's like to grow your own groceries.. as dumb as it sounds, i want a farmers tan. I want friends with tractors.

 I wanna sit in my living room with my redneck, farmer, cowboy laughing until we cry.. having the best time of our lives... as dumb as it all sounds. By and By.

Well now that your bored and about to unfollow just let me tell ya :] I promise, i wont be making no promises after this promise... :]

well bye bye now! safe drive! enjoy your lunch :]

Wedding!

I'm doing a friend's hair for her wedding tomorrow morning! Ah! I feel so inadequate! I'm only 15 ya'll.
I'll post pictures of the process :] Of the day!
First I'll give ya an itinerary for the day :]

Wake up at 6:30 and get my hair supplies packed and myself ready!
Be at the house by 7:45.
Leave for the temple at 8:45
Get at the temple... How long does it take to get to Logan?? I dunno!
Temple session.. I don't know :]
When temple session gets out fix hair for wedding pictures.
Get home to get ready for reception
Reception at 4:30 (THAT'S WAY EARLY. My mom is best friends with the bride so we're goin early to set up:])
Hair at 5:00 for the..
Ring ceremony at 6:00 (for the non member family)
Reception at 7:00
7:01 BREATHE.

Hopefully, wed. or thur. I will update with some pics of everything! Can't wait!  A little frightened though.. :]
Wish me luck!

love yall!
Madi