I've been debating on whether or not to have a 2010 Recap - 2011 Resolution post. I decided that this would be the perfect place to document,I don't have any other place. So bare with my stereotypical post, I will do my best to think outside the box :]

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2010

Things I've learned about myself:

• I explain myself to everyone, about everything.
• I like to give, more than recieve.
• Golf is glorious.
• I've finally got my binder organization figured out. :]
• I can't purposfully change my handwriting, but it sure changes a lot on its own!

Events:

• Started Golf
• Learners Permit
• Started THIS blog
• Really Started to get into Photography
• Did Hair for a Wedding
• New Room

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2011



Resolutions

• Finish Personal Progress - Finish Reading the Book of Mormon
• Fix my Golf Swing
• Do my Homework before 7:00 at night!
• Get to bed before 11:30!
• Learn How to Cook a Meal (Currently, I Burn Water. :/)
• Gym. Go There.
• Take some RAD pictures!
• Enter some new photo challenges!

Events:

• U2 Concert!
• Drivers License (5 Days!)
• Expanding Your Horizons
• Lake Powell
• EFY
• A Working Car
• Start Junior Year
• Christmas of 2011
• Going to the Zoo (I just decided that!)
• A Blog that will allow all you lovely people to comment!
• New Curling Iron! (Don't judge!)

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My birthday is this week, so I'll update on my Christmas and Birthday in one post! :]

Plans, Decisions, with a Little bit of Venting Mixed in

Dear Readers,
I apologize ahead of time for this probably stressful, useless to you, boring, dumb, waste of cyberspace, etc. post.  Venting and writing it all down is sorta pretty much VERY therapeutic :] So any who. How about we get started on this?

1.

School. My grades are flopping. I don't know how many of you know, but i go to a special school. Which is kind of  like an advanced school. I'll graduate with my associates from Weber. Well, that is, if I actually STAY there. I'm taking Concurrent Enrollment class for Engineering. Am I STUPID? YES. I'm programming a fricking light switch and wires, and motor and AHH. HARD. I always have so much homework, and it's an OUTDOOR high school... All PORTABLES. I have a few friends, but am I regretting not going to a normal, gorgeous, INDOOR, high school? Yes... But what am I worried about switching?
FRIENDS. So badly. I made so many friends at the end of last year. I was having a blast! But, will I get those same friends back? I don't know! That's why I am so worried about transferring. I need reassurance of having friends, BADLY. I can honestly say I wish school was as easy as HSM.

2.

When I grow up. I have serious paranoia. It's like, WAY BAD. I'm worried about what I am going to be when I grow up! ALREADY! I'm 15! A pharmacist {6 years of school} A sports physician {TOO much schooling, over like 12 years} or a hairstylist {right outta high school if I go to the DATC}. All different salaries, and opportunities and skills. AH!

3.

We sold our house and are moving out. Like, on Friday and Saturday. I don't want to move. AT ALL. First we have to go to a rental house, while we build our big beautiful house. I'm not going to try and be modest about how big it is. I hate it when other people do it, so I wont. Honestly? This house is DOUBLE our house now... It's like close to 5,000 sqft. I'll have a walk in closet and a room that is HUGE. I'm not sure about the actual dimensions. Luckily, we're only moving 8 blocks away and we will be in the same stake, but STILL...

The New House :]

4.

All the crap I want in my previous post...

5.

Learning new things. Like how to make my own cute blog layout. Like bad. BADD. also how to do Bokeh photography.

6.

Photography. I used to be obsessed with doing photo challenges, and had another blog for it. Ya. Shut that down! I just want ya'll to know, I'm gonna be doing it at my own pace. Not worrying about doing it NOW and doing 7 at a time. It's hard and too stressful for me worrying about school right now...

Well now that I have bored you will all those wants, needs and worries... hahah
So if ya need me! want to comment, email me at bestloved-blog@hotmail.com! :] if that doesn't work then I derno what I'll do.. :] anyways!

See yall!

Wedding!

I'm doing a friend's hair for her wedding tomorrow morning! Ah! I feel so inadequate! I'm only 15 ya'll.
I'll post pictures of the process :] Of the day!
First I'll give ya an itinerary for the day :]

Wake up at 6:30 and get my hair supplies packed and myself ready!
Be at the house by 7:45.
Leave for the temple at 8:45
Get at the temple... How long does it take to get to Logan?? I dunno!
Temple session.. I don't know :]
When temple session gets out fix hair for wedding pictures.
Get home to get ready for reception
Reception at 4:30 (THAT'S WAY EARLY. My mom is best friends with the bride so we're goin early to set up:])
Hair at 5:00 for the..
Ring ceremony at 6:00 (for the non member family)
Reception at 7:00
7:01 BREATHE.

Hopefully, wed. or thur. I will update with some pics of everything! Can't wait!  A little frightened though.. :]
Wish me luck!

love yall!
Madi

10 Years comin :]

MY ROOM IS LIKE.... GETTING CLOSE. Pictures? Yes. :]

Bed Spread :]

Bathroom?

But of course :]

I am so excited! i have been promised my own room ever since we moved in... 10 years ago :]

So I found some art work. I'm like OBSSESSED with NYC. And I found a set of 3. WITHOUT NEW YORK. So do I go with it, or bag it for NYC stuff?? Well I'll show you the 3 set that I'm like tearing over :'[

because there isn't a NYC. one..

Like it? Find it :]

Like it? Find it :]

Like it? Find it :]

Like it? Find it :]

Like it? Find it :]

or do I go with just the above?

Pictures of You Pictures of Me

I took some rad pictures! I just need to figure out how to get the dang software on the computer! :]
Buuut I was just browsing through the world wide web, while I really should be doing some Engineering... and found.... :]

I like about DIED! How do I get this picute in my possession!?!

I don't know....

I don't know if you know this yet, but I have a REALLY BAD obsession with New York. I don't even know what it is... I was watching ANTM and they were in NYC and I was like dying... I want to be there so bad! I have the outfit I want to wear, the man I want to be on the arm of, and the weather... That's another post for another day :]
My second obssession is BLACK AND WHITE pictures. It's like the picture looks better when it's black and white! Maybe because it's vintage-y? hahaha I don't know. Its like an addiction.


Anyways... Look forward to a post ALL ABOUT NYC. sometime soon. I'm planning it.. It's gonna be EPIC.